Why?

Why do I have a mind that has to keep on changing?

Why can't my opinions be solid?

Why am I confused about everything that happens every day?

Why is everything a lie?

Why can't the world be a happy place?

Why is the world so unfair?

Why do we always have to argue with one another?

Why are people so cruel and ignorant?

Why can't I ever have what I want for once?

Why am I always so depressed?

Why do I keep chasing nothing?

What can I do?

Where will that take me?

How will that help me?

When will things change?

Why do I keep doing the same things that keep me in my loop?

Because... the world will not let me change.

"Describe Yourself"... hahah....

I am divine. When my name is heard, it’s like a million angels are kissing you. In fact, even when you can’t here my name, it’s is heard whispering through the leaves of the willow trees. Legend has it that my hair flows like the beautiful Caribbean sea and it’s scent fills your nose with ideas of such perplexity and joy, it is said to be better than taking every drug known to mankind. My eyes are worlds of their own, a place in which many brave souls have been lost in, they can capture the strongest of people and persuade them to my peaceful opinions.

If you were to look into the very depths of my miraculous, magical, and mystifying mind you would find utter bliss and tranquility. My thoughts have been able to calm the very angers of satan and all his evils with one idea. My mind is powerful enough to change, alter, and control anyone I see fit, but the wisdom in which is produced from this extraordinary mind of my possession, persuades myself otherwise. I am fair and juste with every person in creation: my friends, my family, and even my enemies.

Love is the ruling factor in my personality. If you can find someone who can show more devotion and passion to another human being, you have defied the laws of physics, time and space. If my true love lived on the other side of the universe, I would use every second of my precious valuable life in finding a way to reach across the stars to find her. If it took me a thousand years of traveling I would go through with it, if it took a million years to walk there I would do it.

I am a kind and generous person, who gives all that he owns to the poor and poverty trying my best to put in as many pieces to the jigsaw for a fair world. My beliefs are simple but good. I believe that everyone should be good to one another and to respect everyones opinions.

You could ask anyone in all of creation about me and they would tell you I’m a very respected figure. People look upon me for hope and salvation as they can trust me and believe every good word I say. If myself was not alive then the world wouldn’t be able to survive. I am the special link to the divinity. I am here to help because I want to help.

Legend has it, that every walking step I take on the planet echos throughout the world, if you listen hard enough you can hear it in the distance. It is said that every breath I take is the that satisfying breeze you feel on a warm summers day. It is said that every time my heart beats, it beats in sync with every living creature on the planet. It is said that if you look hard enough to the horizon you can see me standing there, watching over creation.

Hair Moose Fight.

Right so get this Mr Internet! :D

I am a crazy person, some may say too crazy...muha. But I digress, you see when I combine this with alcohol and the party atmosphere, the most wonderful stories appear! :) (haha I rhymed)

One of my favourite times was when I found an urge to explore the upper places of Lucy's house and took my good mates Tom, Joe and Dan with me. We found the normal hilarious items - which boys tend to laugh at - such as "the bra" and "the embarrassing stuffed animals - however it was when I came across my weapon when things got out of hand... >:D

Dan and Joe had entered the room before me (a fatal mistake) and starting searching for more crazy shit.

It was when I discovered the hair moose that times became insane. Nothing would be the same. For some unknown reason I had to turn it into a weapon of mass destruction and when I found out it was projectile, things got out of hand!

Joe and Dan laughed comfortably with the idea of the hair moose, until I got Joe by surprise, squirting him with the girly smelly sticky spray (hehe). With this everyone panicked, I started laughing of course, and Dan was trying to persuade me to put the death machine down. It turned into a standoff with spray flying everywhere. However then Tom came in, and with this distaction Joe grabbed his own can of spray... so by now there was spray all over the room! We heard the footsteps of Lucy (the host) and like scared caterpillars we scrambled for our lives... just hearing this voice in the distance... "GUYS!"

So if you're ever having a house party! Make sure you hide all of your hair moose... for two reasons... your house shall be wrecked most defiantly and... one of your crazy friends could threaten the very existence of everything with the deadly spray. Who knew Hair moose could do so much damage to drunk teenagers? They should advise young people to drink, drive and play with hair moose safely. Thank you for your time.

Love from Charlieo xxx

However...

I'd just like to state that my last blog was a little white lie. :D

I couldn't live without my Naomi because... "It would be losing my heart."

(not "like" losing it).

And without a heart, no one can survive. Metaphorically or literally.

I love my cornish girl. More than music, more than my life itself. :3

I couldn't imagine living without...

This sentence had never actually crossed my mind before or not in enough great detail, as I would’ve originally thought. When I actually started to think about it, thoughts and ideas buzzed swiftly through my head! The usual obvious ones came to mind, such as: my girlfriend, family and friends. However then I found myself trying to think of abstract ideas like the rain against my window; that sweet feeling on a summers afternoon; I even tried to be clever, taking it literally and was going to discuss not being able to survive without oxygen.

But when I really tried hard to think about, deep deep down, I realised that I could live without all of the above things (if you excuse the oxygen remark). I’d be very upset without those things but I knew I could move on, we can find people and feelings that numb the loss of the original ones, like loosing a leg and having a fake one in it’s place.

Then I finally understood what I personally couldn’t live without. Without music it would be like loosing a heart. Music is on some days the only thing that can keep me going, through the tough times, keeping me sane from the hard lives people face everyday. I am a musician who solely plays because it can cheer me up and I write songs to let those emotions escape through my pen onto the paper. Music to me is a life saver, a single song can change a persons mind in the three minutes it captures them; music is that small little escape from reality that every person needs from time to time. You are completely cut of from the world for that short space of time - giving you space to think clearly - allowing you to refuel for your return.

I believe that musicians like Bob Marley, Paolo Nutini and Noel Gallagher (a few of my favourites) are people set out to make other peoples days better. Even more, Bob Marley wanted to achieve a better day. A better world. His songs had powerful impact on the world and his messages did change the way people live for the better.

Without music running through my veins, blasting in my ears, living in my life, I wouldn’t make it to next tuesday. I need music, it gives me a reason to be who I am and gives me the confidence to achieve more. When I feel like giving up, all I have to do is click a button on my ipod and a choose a song that relates to my problem, inspires a way forward and makes me feel no longer alone.

By Charlieo Johnson

p.s. That was my 6th form interview coursework... lol :P